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Creative Desires

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After reading Michael Lopp's excellent post The Makers of Things referencing the construction of the Brooklyn Bridge I was reminded of a poem. Not coincidentally, it's named The Bridge Builder and while I've mentioned it before, I think it bears repeating.

The Bridge Builder
by Will Allen Dromgoole

An old man, going a lone highway,
Came, at the evening, cold and gray,
To a chasm, vast, and deep, and wide,
Through which was flowing a sullen tide.

The old man crossed in the twilight dim;
The sullen stream had no fear for him;
But he turned, when safe on the other side,
And built a bridge to span the tide.

"Old man," said a fellow pilgrim, near,
"You are wasting strength with building here;
Your journey will end with the ending day;
You never again will pass this way;
You've crossed the chasm, deep and wide-
Why build you this bridge at the evening tide?"

The builder lifted his old gray head:
"Good friend, in the path I have come," he said,
"There followeth after me today,
A youth, whose feet must pass this way.

This chasm, that has been naught to me,
To that fair-haired youth may a pitfall be.
He, too, must cross in the twilight dim;
Good friend, I am building this bridge for him."

What I like most about this poem is that it touches on a reason we do the things we do. For example, when Washington Roebling became bedridden, why did he keep running the project rather than hand off the job to another? What was his motivation to carry on? We may never know, but for each of us, we can know our desires, our reasons. This is especially important because in the end we will get what we desire.

There are perhaps as many different motivations as there are people. Since we are complex beings, there are probably a multifaceted set of reasons behind our thoughts and actions. More subtle still, one reason may not even dominate in each context, every time. Some might work for a reward in money or fame. Others might do the things they do to impress others or to be a part of the "cool crowd". The desire to be well liked can be a powerful motivation for great effort. Some might create simply to provide for their temporal needs and for no other exalted reason. For them, the work they do is simply avoidance of pain. Others still create out of a sense of duty to their family, friends or traditions. Some simply want to see that they can do something and take joy in finishing a task well done. While some might laugh, others do the work they do out of a sense of love, a genuine desire to help. For me, when someone creates something, anything, it is always wonderful, but more impressive, are the reasons coupled with the creation. 

Another aspect to creative motivation is that different desires yield different results and staying power. When you are called to lead a team, (or more difficult lead yourself alone) to work through the impossible, you can not be ignorant of the motivations needed commensurate with the work at hand. However, discerning these delicate human desires and their creative force can be a powerful tool when confronted with the problems and setbacks that will undoubtedly come.

Ultimately we choose. We choose to build, to create, to do the things we desire. We make the little choices, as small as lifting a bucket full of mud from a river bottom and as large as trusting that a bridge pier will stand the test of time. Small and big and everything in between reveal in us our inner creativity and deepest desires. Recognizing this brings a somber circumspection to the tasks of each day. The wonderful thing is that it's all in there, in each of us, to quote, "Trust me when I say that I can close my eyes and see the end result, and when you can see it, too, you will be amazed."

Contrast

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I've visited a lot of places around the world, but I've only really lived in a few places. I grew up in Redmond, Washington, the Redmond before Microsoft. The little town with one stop light on Leary Way and fields next to the Library where I would ride my BMX bike. I grew to love the green, tall trees, massive amounts of rain and the feeling of misty mornings and amazing sunsets. Rivers were all around me and the ocean never far away. The mountains either the Olympics to the west or the Cascades to the east were ever present. I honestly couldn't imagine a better place to grow up.

I have also lived in Northeast Brazil for 2 years. There is some desert there, but mostly verdant forests, jungles, farm land and grass lands. There, it seemed like you couldn't drop anything on the ground but that it would grow. Again I was close the the ocean and while I didn't spend much time there, I got to know fishers and farmers and cattle ranchers all of whom helped me to see life more clearly. The green you experience in the equatorial areas in Brazil is a different green than I experienced back home in the Northwest. It was a brighter and more vivid green, not the dark, wet mossy green of the Pacific rain forests. It also amazed me how on the equator, there is no dusk. The sun sets so fast, you can turn your head and miss it. But with all the sun and rain and rivers, the tall trees of the jungle were always close by. The Mango trees and the huge Jaca trees seemed to always provide shade and something to look up to.

Imagine my surprise to move to southeastern Idaho, in the high desert plains. Comparatively few rivers, though there are lots of irrigation canals. Flat land, most of it lava rock. Harsh winters and an overall color I'd describe as, well, brown. Trees here are a green color, but with a muted brown to them. The ocean seems a distant dream and large bodies of water few and far between. While we drove to our new home for the first time, I commented to my wife, "Man, this is ugly!" Now, least I offend my fellow Idahoans, we are learning more about this new climate and the wonderful things to explore here, and I'm sure those of you who have braved the high desert plains will have much advice to add, but it's still a shock and the contrast is very real.

Contrast often allows you to see things more clearly, and today, I saw very real beauty in this area, for the first time. And I saw it in the trees. What struck me is how solid, sturdy and unyielding these trees are. There are trees planted and nurtured by those living around houses or in the city, but the trees that captured my mind are those out on the plains. These trees are growing up amidst the driving sub-zero wind and snow of winter and withering heat of summer, from a bed of lava rock! It's as if these trees are saying to Mother Nature, "Sure, I'll grow here, right where you planted me." And they do grow. Against all the odds for survival, they survive! They take in carbon dioxide, unusable by most around them and exhale precious oxygen into the high altitude air. In the search for water, they break up the rock and begin to make dirt for other, less sturdy plants who will benefit years after they have died. They bear the weight of heavy snows and heavier ice. They just seem to "take it" and keep living, untiringly and unheralded, these miracles of nature do their part to grow.

Perhaps my love of trees comes from my childhood growing up around them. Perhaps I took for granted the trees, water and green always around me. What ever it might be, for me, these lonely, windswept, dust covered but undaunted trees are inspiring.

CodWarrior

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Here's a blast from the past. As Xcode continues to improve as the default IDE on the Mac and for the iPhone, the majority of Apple's current developers don't even know how CodeWarrior saved Apple. With the release of the iPhone SDK, I think it's not far fetched to imagine Apple's WWDC attendance tripling. Someone sent me this graphic from an old Metrowerks t-shirt. If you have this shirt, you fully qualify as an old timer.